Monday, July 21
emo time!
I've been feeling really distant with a few certain people....people i used to be so close to, but now hardly ever see.....
sometimes i wonder if i made the right choice going for A-levels...it has its up's and down's i suppose...the upside is i get to finish my education here and head to UK for uni..the downside is leaving all my old friends behind...
i've been told that this is LIFE...i have to learn to LET GO of the past and MOVE ON, and believe me, i've tried....it's just that.....i miss them so much!! I CANNOT seem to be able to let go... i try going back and visiting as often as possible, but it doesn't help....i feel like a stranger in a place i'm not supposed to be.... i feel like my friends who used to be so close to me are all drifting away...i feel like i'm losing them...and it scares the hell out of me....
k@ly$hA @ 7:50 PM