Tuesday, January 20
as

as you’re born
someone dies
as you cry
someone smiles
as you bleed
someone is healed
as you love
someone will hate
as you believe
someone will lose faith
as you die
smile, because,
someone will be born


k@ly$hA @ 5:48 PM


Sunday, January 18
Mommy

(I cried when i read this...it's really touching.... what's sad, is, this really happens in the world...it's not fiction...this kind of thing actually happens...so sad..)

Mommy, Johnny brought a gun to school,
He told his friends that it was cool,
And when he pulled the trigger back,
It shot with a great crack.

Mommy, I was a good girl,
I did what I was told,
I went to school,
I got straight A's,
I even got the gold!

But Mommy, when I went school that day,
I never said good-bye,
I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go,
But Mommy, please don't cry.

When Johnny shot the gun,
He hit me and another,
And all because Johnny,
Got the gun from his older brother.

Mommy, please tell Daddy:
That I love him very much,
And please tell Chris, my boyfriend:
That it wasn't just a crush.

And tell my little sister:
That she is the only one now,
And tell my dear sweet grandmother:
I'll by waiting for her now,
And tell my wonderful friends:
That they always were the best.

Mommy, I'm not the first,
I'm no better than the rest.
Mommy, tell my teachers:
I won't show up for class,
And never to forget this,
And please don't let this pass.

Mommy, why'd it have to be me?
No one deserves this,
Mommy, warn the others,
Mommy, I left without a kiss.

And Mommy, tell the doctors:
I know they really did try,
I think I even saw a doctor,
Trying not to cry.

Mommy, I'm slowly dying,
With a bullet in my chest,
But Mommy, please remember,
I'm in heaven with the rest.

Mommy, I ran as fast as I could,
When I heard that crack,
Mommy, listen to me if you would,
I'm not coming back.

I wanted to go to college,
I wanted to try things that were new,
I guess I'm not going with Daddy,
On that trip to the new zoo.

I wanted to get married,
I wanted to have a kid,
I wanted to be an actress,
Mommy, I wanted to live.

But Mommy I must go now,
The time is getting late,
Mommy, tell my boyfriend:
I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date.

I love you Mommy, I always have,
I know you know it's true,
And Mommy all I wanted to say is,
"Mommy, I love you."


k@ly$hA @ 9:26 PM


Tuesday, January 13
raining

raining...raining...raining......












been raining non-stop the past few days....*sigh*
I get wet everyday when i cycle to school...






rain rain rain.....



k@ly$hA @ 2:49 PM


Sunday, January 11
You And Me (JP)

You and me,
we're just friends
we've known each other ages,
seen all the trends
Could this be the end?

It's been a while,
you and me
since we last saw each other
my impatience and my longing
known to no one.

We share something special
something no one else seems to care about
just the two of us, you and me
But we're just friends (right?)

We share secrets, you and me
things we've never told anyone before
Don't worry, your secret is safe with me
I'll take it to the grave.

I miss it when it was just us,
just you and me.


You mentioned you might be dropping by,
I know I'll be looking forward to that moment
all day long.

Sometimes I miss you,
so much to the point it hurts,
and not a moment goes by,
where I forget to remember you.

What's funny is,
you're only 5 minutes walk away
How can it be so hard
to push a few buttons
and hear your voice

You're the light
at the end of the tunnel
the one I look forward to
But sometimes that tunnel
seems, oh, so long
When will I see you again, my friend?


k@ly$hA @ 12:23 PM


Friday, January 9

My throat goes dry
My heart stops
My hands go numb
My stomach drops

I start to sweat
I want to hide
I need someone
To be by my side

You're always on my mind
And you're all i think about
Just seeing you smile
Makes me blush and pout

But this is a feeling I can't explain
An emotional feeling without a doubt
But my only question for you is this,
Is this what love is all about?


k@ly$hA @ 1:18 PM


Thursday, January 1
*groan*

ugh..i can't believe the holidays are over already...they were so much fun!!
I really enjoyed myself this (or I should say last) month...all the camps and activities at church kept me so busy and happy...I am NOT looking forward to classes starting in a few days..
I just came back from a farewell camp which lasted 3 days and 2 nights..and now I feel really flat that everything's over and school starts in a few days..
Concerning holiday homework, I haven't finished all of it, because, like I said, I've just been soooo busy...but at least i've done some of it..hopefully I can finish it when I'm in the mood for studying (and before the teachers cover it)...
and btw..HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!!!


k@ly$hA @ 8:42 PM