Wednesday, August 27
no longer suffering from indecision
I have made my choice. I am going to the graduation. My friends have been asking and asking if i'm going or not, and i finally decided. It's not like i'm going to miss much in physics....the teacher is SO slow, he makes a snail look like a speed racer.
Thank God daddy doesn't read my blog. If he did i think i would die.
Not literally, of course....Daddy doesn't scold me or anything....it's more of a psychological attack....he says how disappointed he is, and i can tell how angry he is by the tone of his voice and it just KILLS me inside, and makes me feel guilty as hell...and...and...okay, i'm not going to think about it. I'm going to just GO, take pictures, enjoy myself...and pray he doesn't find out. It's not that i want to do stuff behind his back, it's just that I'm afraid that if i ask him he'll say no, and i'd be disobeying him if i went, so i'd rather not let him know......is it still so wrong?
k@ly$hA @ 9:53 PM