Tuesday, August 5
Regret...
Every choice has an outcome. Every choice has consequences.
I made a choice, and now I'm suffering the consequences.
I can't carry on pretending. I have to let go. I'm losing my friends one by one. One. by. one. It feels like each limb is being torn painfully from my body, and my heart is preparing itself for the final separation. Eventhough it feels like it's being wrenched out, it's persevered the longest...it's still hanging on...just by a thread...
When I chose this path, I knew it would be bumpy, I just had no idea it would be so abandoning... I had no idea how much I would be leaving behind, how each time I go back, I would feel less and less unwelcome, less and less wanted..
People who used to be so close...it kills me to see them drift away one by one, no matter how hard I try to cling on to them...
I made my choice. Now I must suffer the consequences.
k@ly$hA @ 11:32 PM